Posted by Zarina on November 15, 19104 at 09:11:24:
Thanks Laz for replying to my message, i did right a return message but its not on the message board, so u want to start a new career then, ur so intelligent u cud get a job anywhere earning lots! Do management consultancy and work for Accenture or somewhere big! You get to travel the world aswel...always a plus point with any job.
I want to move onto bigger and better things, this job is just a stepping stone for me...the reason y i am so depressed is because i split up with the guy i was with...he is a bastad, but i love him. Nothing hurts like love...i can so appreciate those words now. I know the pain will heal, its just a matter of coping. U see he was my everything, my past present n future, all i looked forward to involved him...shit happens i guess.
Anyway, im gonna go chill with my work collegues now, work has finished. Im planning on keeping myself real busy, which is real difficult as most of my friends r all over the world or the UK, and the ones in London r either married wiv kids, studying n have loads of work or jus live to far or r not allowed out. N if the ones in london can meet up then i have the problem of getting my parents to let me out...so what i need most-to be kept busy-is difficult. Thats wen i tend to fall....when im alone wih myself. There is also the fact that i actually have to make an effort to p[lan things, which wen ur depressed is hard. Well, i better b off...chat soon my pretty ones....